You're cold and I burn, I guess I'll never learn

lol ur matt healy (n i fkin love u)

Never in my life will I ever forget the amazing time I had singing and dancing along to the 1975 and chancing upon MATT FKIN HEALY outside 7-11. He was buying cigarettes and we were SO lucky to happen to be there during that time. When we first saw him I began shaking so hard that Sarah had to calm me down with a pep talk before we went up to him and introduced ourselves. The fan girl in me choked and died when I heard his British accent in real life. And seeing those curls!!! The man is beautiful. As for his behavior, Matty so nice and chill, not snobbish at all! I know the 1975 is now considered mainstream and the real indie kids will probably roll their eyes when I say this, but they will always, always be one of my favorite bands ever. It was wonderful watching from grow from a largely unknown band with just 200k views on YouTube to where they are today. They deserve every bit of success they are experiencing now :''') EVERY. SINGLE. BIT.

Wallflowers

"You see things. You keep quiet about them. And you understand." 

One of the most clichè quotes from the ever so successful indie film Perks of Being a Wallflower, and i think it's one of the truest things ever said about wallflowers, or introverts in general. The view is best when you are standing by the sidelines, watching, learning. Most of the time this gives you perspective and fills you with so much inspiration, but other times you just feel confused and discouraged by all the bad you see happening around you. Or at least, I do. I rarely make up my mind for a long time. I guess that's my life, a constant back and forth of knowing exactly what I want and being completely clueless, a series of complications and yet startling simplicity. In four words: a collection of paradoxes. Same goes for my personality too, I reckon