it's okay to be sad

It's valid. Feeling sad or shitty is just as natural and valid as feeling happy. Don't apologize for feeling what you feel or doing what you want to do, you're not living for anyone but yourself 

REMINDER TO SELF.

Haven't been updating this space as much as I thought I would. Haven't had much luck job-hunting, either. Sobsbsbsss 

grind

Took a "break" from my intense assignment-killing spree last week to work at a 2 day event @ Marina Barrage. It was exhausting standing under the hot sun for hours but it was fun spending time with friends and the cute little kids we met at our game booth :') 

School-wise, things has been nothing short of hellish. The assignments are relentless and problems between groupmates arise all the time... The seniors and teachers weren't kidding when they said that year 2 sem 1 is the toughest sem in DMC ever. On the bright side: all this comes to an end next wednesday. Freedom is so very close, just one CA left! I can't imagine how happy I'll be when all this is over, I'll probably dunk my head in ice water like the ALS ice bucket challenge AHAHHA. 

Today we got Radio TV & Productions over and done with. I'll miss RTPM, everything about it was fun, even the CAs. Our final live show was about how to survive in Singapore Poly, with a TFIOS twist.

Parang Productions x The Fault is All Yours 

So glad we managed to pull off a great show today, against the odds. 

No.1 / beginnings

I'm back here on Blogger because lately my thoughts are getting so loud and jumbled up and just plain messy. Everyone has "outlets" for stress and all things bad and negative, like going for a run or punching pillows or binge shopping or something, and my preferred method of clearing my head is writing. Blogging, writing, poetry, whatever. Any form of writing, really.  My thoughts start out as messy tangled bits of junk and turn into more peaceful and kinder ones after they've flowed out as words. I need more places to write in, because apparently my 5 moleskines and private twitter and tumblr isn't enough lul. I held off blogging for quite some time because I wasn't sure if I could stay committed and I hate starting something and not following through it. Here's hoping that this blog will hold many happy memories for years to come.

till then